From memory 5-29-08

I have said my piece
I’m just sad
I know I will never have a fairytale story
I thought if someone really loves me
He will move mountain just to be with me
I slowly realized that I am in the real world
That people indeed feel pain,
Hate each other
Hurt each other
I was mortified by the thought
That all my life
I have lived in a fantasy world
I never thought of breaking and hurting
Maybe I am just naïve
Attempting and shedding myself from too much emotion
I guess I have a long way
Still optimism lightens up my spiritI will never give up this fight that I have embarked